Thứ Hai, 23 tháng 2, 2009

Criticism on the Philippine Educational System and Filipino Teachers

In writing, I don’t care much of proofreading (that’s why there are many grammatical errors and typos in my essays and short stories). We got editors to correct the mistakes of writers, anyway. At least, I get most of my facts and ideas to be delivered right.

But this fault of mine should not be applied to books of importance like textbooks. Recently, there was this news about an elementary textbook that had been found out that it had many flaws and mistakes… another case! Yes, again and again, DepEd purchases inferior and mistake-filled books. Now, the makers of the books are either idiots or irresponsible pigs who only cared for profit, and what do you call the panel of DepEd who screen these books? How can such books pass the screening?

Are Filipinos, as a whole, getting dumber? Definitely (but not all). It is because of Filipino romance novels, many Filipino TV shows, and the now flawed educational system. This kind of textbooks is one reason why the Philippine educational system is a mess.

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Another reason is the teachers. It seemed the teachers are getting dumber, too. How can the teachers correct or tell if the textbooks are wrong if they themselves are inferior and incompetent? I am not judging and branding all Filipino teachers, there are still many very good educators around and with true hearts of a teacher. But just recent or present students would agree with me that the trend shows that more and more teachers are being part of the inferior and incompetent.

Just look at the LET standards and results. Some said it became harder. But I had heard that the passing score was dropped to 55% at one time (I still hadn’t checked if that was true). But I can see that more and more are passing it even if they are not really deserving of the license to teach (a more critical and special license than 007’s license to kill). Now why was that? So there would be more teachers? More but incompetent does not sound logical to me.

Another thing, in our university, most who take the BS Education course takes it because there are so many slots and they have no choice since they did not meet the requirements of other colleges. It is not unlikely to hear that if “you are not smart enough, take education as your course.” Again, no logic in it. Though not all BS Education students are dumb, most are. Some courses in the university require the students to have a 2.4 grade to pass the semester. I think this retention policy should be imposed to the BS Education course. It would assure that only the worthy students (the best of the best) will graduate and have the pride of being a potential teacher. In the university, the “elites” (the smartest) are those in business courses, particularly BS Accountancy, in engineering courses, and nursing; but, I think, education students should be among the ranks, thus only the best of the best should take education courses.

I had been an elementary pupil and a high school student of this university, thus I had experienced to be handled by these education students. They are called student teachers and practice teach on the primary and secondary schools integrated under the College of Education. Most of them, I found, to be not in the level of intelligence the university is known (it’s a state university, where the ‘best of the best’ are the only ones who qualify). Most do not deserve to be teachers someday. I often asked myself, “How in blue hell these student teachers reached fourth year, or even graduated high school?” In high school, many of us harass or insult them. Articles are written attacking their incompetence. Saying comments like, “You are not in our league” or “You don’t have what it takes to take us on.” Often, the students ask many difficult questions and trick questions – which they already know the answers – but ask for the sake of embarrassing the student teachers because they do not know the answers. Some of them even cried because of the students’ harassment. Sounds arrogant and disrespectful? Maybe. But it’s just frustrating to be handled by these non-deserving future teachers. Besides, it’s the school of hard knocks, brilliant minds, thus respect for teachers is earned. The students should be impressed, intimidated, and inspired by them (kind of like requirements of falling in love?). Of course, as I had said, not all of them are dumb. There were also many who are smart, impressive, and know how to be a teacher – but a minority.

Incompetent teachers and flawed books – a bad mix. Doom and stupid students will sure to follow. If this rate continues, our educational system, along with our Filipino minds, will rot faster than the public schools’ classrooms.

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There are also teachers who are smart and know their subjects but arrogant and close-minded. They boast, not teach. There is also a tendency with this kind of teachers to have one-sided lectures, would not admit when they are wrong, and feel envy if students become smarter than them. This kind of teachers is as worse as the kind which is incompetent; students will not learn anything. Another factor of decay.

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Another wrong thing about the system is the philosophy of it. Here are some of the bad philosophies: One, there are so many irrelevant facts to be memorized which are not basically needed and this serve as a measure of a student’s intelligence. Two, the environment tend to breed an unhealthy mentality of competition. Three, defeat and failure is a great disgrace. Four, grades are a student’s future.

Memorizing is an important thing. But I think the system should not dwell too much in it. The emphasis, rather, should be put on training students to think and apply things they learned.

Competition is often getting out of hand in early schooling. I know of parents who scold or verbally abuse
(and sometimes physically abuse) their children when they do not get the top honors. Thus, the mentality “win, no matter what the cost” or “winning isn’t everything, it’s the only thing.” Kids are bred to get on top, no matter what, even if they step on other people. Isn’t that disturbing? I was glad that the elementary school of the university adopted a different way of honoring pupils – a specific grade would earn an honor (like how college students are honored). In this case, all those students who got to a specific grade bracket would be honored and not only an exclusive top ten. Thus, there fierce unhealthy mentality of competition is avoided, but a different kind of mentality is taught, a healthy one, “Together, let’s all go on top. Together, let’s all succeed.” Beautiful.

In the system, the students who are defeated or fail feel that they have no future or are disgraced. Thus, if the system “tells” them that they are failures, they would tend to be failures and act to be failures. The educational system should encourage that defeat or failure is not the end; they should rise and allow this experience to make them stronger. I know of some students who are not really very good in school, and had failures, but became very successful persons.

Though, of course, good grades and striving for the best should be encouraged, the system should teach it in a unmalicious way but a gentle tone. And it should be taught that grades are not all and not a true measure of intelligence and success. Grades do not define one’s future. School should be not all about grades. There are important lessons not learned inside the classroom.

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How could our educational system be improved? I think it should start with the basics: the teachers. Not the textbooks, not the educational environment, not the philosophy, but the teachers. Teachers write the textbooks. Teachers practice the environment and philosophy. Revival in the teachers would bring revival in the system.

Give students who want to be teachers competent and effective training and screening, so only the deserving would graduate. Raise the LET passing grade to 80% or 85%, so only the deserving would obtain license.
They should find a way to screen, not only the skill and intelligence, but the heart also. The heart of a teacher is a noble one. Teachers with these noble hearts love what they do. They love to feed the young minds. They love the students. They give importance to character as much as intelligence. They serve as secondary parents. They do not break but make. When students fail, they help them back on their feet. They share all they know and don’t mind if the students became smarter or more successful than them. They rejoice in a student’s success. They would admit when they are wrong. All these they are willing to do, even if they are underpaid.

I admire such teachers with a true teacher’s heart. The true teachers. And the only ones who have the right to feel pride in claiming they are teachers. I am lucky that even though I had bad teachers, I also had good teachers. And to these true teachers, the elite few, the true teachers with noble hearts, I salute all of you – true Filipino heroes.

And if all succeeding teachers would be like them, these breed of teachers would not be an elite anymore, but widespread and there will be indeed a revival in the educational system. Filipino minds would prosper!

Thứ Sáu, 30 tháng 1, 2009

All-Star Rosters Mess

Sometimes the fans are the ones who mess up the All-Star lineup, getting a player undeserving to be an All-Star starter by their popular votes. And sometimes the coaches mess up the lineup, choosing undeserving All-Star reserves.
Again, this year, the NBA All-Star lineup of East and West seems not that satisfying… again.
So the West has Yao Ming, Amare Stoudemire, Tim Duncan, Kobe Bryant and Chris Paul. Nocomplains there. This is the West starters as they should be. But the East has Dwight Howard, Kevin Garnett, LeBron James, Dwyane Wade and Allen Iverson. What’s wrong with that lineup? I think AI does not deserve to make it (like his starting place last year at the West’s lineup). It should be Devin Harris instead as starter. But, of course, there are more AI fans than Harris fans.
Then there’s Shaquille O’neal and David West for the West bench. The format requires the coaches to fill the bench with a center, two forwards, two guards, and two wild cards. That’s why the bench is a mess sometimes since the slots are defined by positions. Why them? Why not Andrew Bynum who played well even if shadowed by the star powers of Kobe Bryant and Pau Gasol? Or if not Bynum, at least switch Pau Gasol to the backup center slot and give his slot as backup forward to some other deserving player. And what about Al Jefferson? Sure, the Timberwolves have no decent record, but Jefferson plays better. Jefferson is more deserving of that slot than Shaq and West.
Dirk Nowitzki and Pau Gasol both deserve their slots. Gasol have good averages and very good field goal percentage. Nowitzki… a satisfactory All-Star.
Tony Parker, Chauncey Billups, and Brandon Roy fill up the roster. But I think the coaches could have done better than that. It would be more interesting to see Paul Millsap. And it’s a pity Deron Williams, though better than Parker, had no exceptional season, so he had a slight chance only. Carmelo Anthony’s chances of an All-Star appearance disappeared when he got injured. Nene was close of being an All-Star, but not yet. And I think Steve Nash deserves a slot since he is the one who keeps a messed-up team like the Phoenix Suns to still work. I guess the coaches are not imaginative to make a more interesting lineup.
Now, let’s look at the East bench.
Yes, Danny Granger, Devin Harris and Jameer Nelson are all true All-Star players this season. The three are the best choices they made for the All-Star bench this season. But not Rashard Lewis… he’s only a player in an excellent team. Chris Bosh is good as backup center. There is no choice for the backup center position, and no complains even if Bosh is not technically a center but a forward who had played center for most of the time this season.
Paul Pierce also should not have been in the All-Star lineup this year. Sure, maybe he could be included for the sake of being an All-Star before, but Ray Allen was not included in the roster so it is better not to include Pierce also.
And why Joe Johnson again? Again, the coaches should have been more imaginative. Rajon Rondo is the one who keeps the Celtics’ Big Three playing well together – he deserves a slot! Antawn Jamison is an excellent player in a terrible team. Mo Williams deserves some credit for the Cleveland Cavaliers’ success this season. And Vince Carter is doing well again, but still a last choice among the others I mentioned before him.
(Sigh) The only way these deserving players I mentioned can be included in this year’s All-Star game is for those undeserving players chosen for the All-Star rosters to get injured. Morbid thoughts? But at least just.

Thứ Hai, 26 tháng 1, 2009

My Music for the Maestro

As an amateur musician, I had experience it.
I stood on that stage with my six-string.
Like all musicians, I find it fun.
Beautiful music made from my instrument.
The crowd applauds.
They cheer.
They chant my name.
Exhilarating.
Ecstatic.

But it’s different when I play for the Maestro.
Beautiful music made from my instrument.
The applauses and the cheers are not for me this time.
But for Him.
Through the music I make, I lead the crowd to praise and worship Him.
And I find it more exciting.
More satisfying.
More fun.
More fulfilling.

Making the Maestro smile is more important than the glory I receive from the crowd.
Because He is the Giver of Talents, and deserves the talent He gives me to be returned to Him.
And because He is my Father.

Peter, Faith, and Grace

Ah, Peter. His life, like of all Bible heroes’, was very dramatic. A fisherman who was called by Jesus to be “fishers of man” instead. An “act now, ask questions later”-type of guy. A tendency to do much “talking” but not much “walking” in his early years – kind of like most of us.
Of course, Peter was imperfect. All God’s chosen heroes are. But God showed Peter (like the other heroes) grace and made him great. (How great is our God! He picks up the losers and put them on the winning team… His team!) That’s one of the lessons we could learn in the story of Peter. But this is a lesson we could also learn from the stories of the other Bible heroes. What about a lesson exclusively unique in Peter’s?
Okay... here is one of my Bible stories favorites. And if you can still remember your Sunday school lessons, you are probably familiar with it.
This was the dramatic story of the disciples having a lot (a lot!) of trouble at sea due to a terrible storm that, without warning, suddenly hit. The wind was so strong and the waves were big that the ship of the disciples was in great threat of being destroyed. They were all in terror. Then they saw a figure walking on water towards them. A ghost! So they thought. But it was really Jesus and he reassured them that it was he and not a ghost.
Then comes the climax of the story. Peter said, “Lord! If it really is you, tell me to come to you!” Jesus Christ replied, “Come!” And Peter did. He was very courageous at that point... Or very foolish, the disciples might be thinking. What if the man on the water was not really Jesus? But fortunately it was indeed Jesus. Peter jumped from the boat and started walking towards Jesus Christ… on water!
But later on, he got scared of the big waves that he lost his faith and started to sink. He cried, “Lord! Save me!” Jesus replied, “O Peter, why did you doubt?” Jesus rescued Peter, and they both reached the boat as the wind died and the sea calmed.
If you can’t see the beauty of the story – and the deep epicness in it – maybe you should read again the full story in the Bible.
The lesson was faith. In our lives, there will be bad storms and big waves – problems, temptations, etc. – that we will face. The waves and storms would knock us down or terrify us. But if we fix our eyes on Jesus, put our faith on him fully, like Peter did, we would walk on water, too! Because if we focus on him and walk towards his direction, surely, even if there will be waves and storms, he would make us walk through them. The waves and the storms are too big for us to face alone. We can only beat them, do the impossible through Jesus.
But that’s not the end of it. The most beautiful part is to come. In case we start to doubt, and be afraid, and feel that we are sinking, like Peter, we should call, “Lord! Save me!” And Jesus will. Our faith is imperfect. Like Peter, we often sink of doubt because of the big waves of life. But Jesus is perfect and gracious. He will pick us up, lead us back to the boat, and calm the storm and the waves. That is grace.
Our own “faith” is feeble. True faith exclusively comes from Him alone. His grace made it all possible.
In God, I will walk on water. Amazing grace.

Chủ Nhật, 11 tháng 1, 2009

Grace

Everytime I think about it,
It overwhelms me.
It touches me.
It makes me smile.
Just think about it
Everytime I fall down, God picks me up.
Imagine… the Almighty Holy God, Creator Of All, Bigger Than The Universe, The Greatest VIP Ever, would show favor to a miniscule irrelevant undeserving unimportant pathetic sinner like me.
It’s so absurd.
So extremely absurd.
But so awesome.
More absurd is that He died on the cross to save me.
God’s Grace…
So amazing. I am at loss of words in awe.

Thứ Năm, 25 tháng 12, 2008

A "Floodgates" Set

Here was the Floodgates band's set when we were invited to play for a fundraising concert of a local church.






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Thứ Hai, 15 tháng 12, 2008

On Washing the Dishes

The number one chore of mine in our home is washing the dishes and other utensils. And there is one particular thing about this chore… I get a feeling of particular annoyance and irritation when I have to do it. I do not want to say that I hate the work. Yeah, I am lazy. But I don’t mind working at all. But I have this annoyance when I do the chore of washing the dishes. It’s almost the same kind of irritation when my mother nags, or my sister torments me, or someone who has no right or authority raises his voice at me, or when, while I am frying, the oil “pops” – the explosive kind – and hits me a lot.
The only two emotions I don’t mind showing (of course, I have to show some emotion… I’ll suffer if I don’t, and I’m human) are amusement and annoyance. But, of course, to get the job done, I have to get rid of the annoyance of washing the dishes. And I have two things that help to get rid of it. First, I procrastinate. It adds up when I have to be told to “wash the dishes now.” Washing the dishes is my responsibility, and I will do it… but not “now.” I want to wash it on a better mood… usually at a “later time.” If I do it later, in my own timing without getting told to “do it now”, the annoyance lessens or disappears. The second, I listen to my mp4 player while doing the dishes. Yup, it helps a lot. That is why you would find me often having a headset on while on this chore.
I try to interpret this phenomenon. Maybe I feel downgraded when I wash the dishes, unconsciously, even if I believe that good work is noble. Or I associate something, someone, or an early annoying experience. Or, since I do not show much cathartic emotions, it’s one of my outputs to get rid of the build-up of emotional tensions. I am not sure. I am not a shrink. Even if I psychoanalyze myself in an amateur way, it is not very effective.
Self-psychoanalysis is impossible. I think Sigmund Freud said that (if I’m wrong, correct me. Whoever said it, he’s surely a shrink). It should be done by an outside or second party mostly (and the fact that the one doing the interpreting knows what he is doing and is not himself prejudiced) to interpret one’s behavior effectively. This thing with the washing the dishes is just one of the many things I would like these shrinks to analyze. Maybe what will they say would make sense. Or maybe not. Someone like Freud would just say some sexual interpretations or origins about it (Freud almost always, if not all the time, did. Are humans only motivated by something sexual?)
But I wonder how the shrinks would interpret it. How about your interpretation, dear readers? Is there a deep philosophical meaning in it? An emotional scar? A past trauma? Or am I just very lazy?
As long as I don’t find the answer, I am doomed to wash the dishes and continue to get annoyed.